hi blog... in these few days time, emosi aku sangat terganggu dan sangat tak stabil. selalunya bila aku terganggu, I will google for motivations such as poems, quotes, songs, etc. serius, aku terganggu, aku perlu motivasi untuk kembalikan semula semangat aku yg hilang. semoga aku terus tabah...

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

anyway, thanks u ols sebab ada jugak spare time korang untuk baca entry aku yg sedang berserabut nie... thanks for your indirect support dears...

BE STRONG, MALIN!!!

PANDU PUTERI: AKTIVITI 1

hello blog! ok, entry this time round yg paling aku teruja nk cerita... sgt suka & sgt happy. ok ceritanya mcm nie.

kn sesi persekolahan 2012 dh bermula for about a week. so pg td was the session for unit beruniform. aku mcm biasa la, penasihat Pandu Puteri so as penasihat, masa AGM last week aku dh pesan kt pelajar, pilih aktiviti2 yg simple but workable & aku emphasised pd pelajar yg kami penasihat takkan mencadangkan apa2 aktiviti sebab itu sepatutnya bidang kuasa pelajar.

ok, fine nmpknya mereka alert dgn statement aku. bila kami bincang pasal aktiviti, pelajar nie blur semacam tao. x tahu la kot mereka takut nk voice out aktiviti yg ada dlm otak diaorang tu. so bila aku tgk mereka blur gila, aku cadang jgk kt mereka, "nak x main futsal?"

nk tahu what happened? trs budak2 Pandu Puteri aku nie mcm kena sawan... sebab apa? sbb diaorang excited gila pny gila la... teruja. x sabar. hhhahahahhh.

jadi, kesimpulannya di sini, last year aku prnh dengar statement (aku bukan nk mengungkit la, tp just for muhasabah), 'mana boleh budak perempuan main futsal??? itu bukan budaya kita..."

hei hello... the students themselves dh muak dh buat aktiviti yg sama over years hokeh! just imagine man, klu dia pelajar Form4 & she has been doing the same activities throughout that 4 years, rasanya pelajar tu pn mampu VOMIT BLOOD. hhheehehehhh. pity the students, my stand is biar kita lari dari kebiasaan, bukannya kita lari menuju kebinasaan. berebut-rebut menuju kebinasaan, hhhahahhh, apa kes??? :D

by the way, untuk aktiviti pertama Pandu Puteri 2012, kami guru penasihat nie handle Liga Futsal. and when they were playing, baru laaa nmpk pelajar mana yg ada talent. itu sebenarnya fungsi KoKurikulum di sek, untuk cungkil potensi pelajar. tapi kan, kalau penasihat sendiri dok terperap besarkan punggung, pelajar terbiar x tentu arah, maknanya kita kena cungkil benda lain laaa... ooopppsss!!! hhhahahahhh.... maaf zahir batin!

aksi-aksi menarik sekitar Liga Futsal Pandu Puteri

x reti main, dok laaa berkumpul seramai2 tidak kt depan gawang tu, hhhehehhh...

phew ganas jugak!

admit of foul before being charged. hhhahahhh. tao takuttt....

my favourite scene of the league. may be sbb nampak pelajar tu nk menendang bola, aku rasa mcm one kind- happy for them!

another guru penasihat, Wati di samping pelajar2 yg aku tahan drpd pergi pemilihan bola jaring... hhhahahahhh... padan muka org yg in-charge nk memilih tu... kuikuikui...

 ok, habis aje liga, in my point of view laaa kan, pelajar nampak happy & enjoy. in fact, pelajar unit lain pun teruja semacam sbb tngk budak Pandu Puteri were having fun kek tongah padang tu ha... siap dtg complaint kt aku, nk tukar masuk Pandu Puteri. hhhihihihhh.


tu yg aku nak, supaya mereka x bosan dgn aktiviti KoKu nie so that mereka x ada alasan x nk hadir perjumpaan. sebenarnya, jauh dlm hati kecil aku nie, klu boleh aku nk bw Persatuan Pandu Puteri nie sendiri g sejauh mungkin, lain & berbeza drpd unit2 beruniform yg lain. aku pun bosan bila setiap kali perjumpaan, dok laaa dlm kelas tu mcm ayam nk bertelur... sesekali outdoor mcm nie, best gila... now target aku tunggu utk aktiviti daerah, mana2 yg boleh grab, standby aje la kau budak-budak ye... hu3...

anyway, tahniah to Kump.1 sebab anda juara. kena g  beli adia laaa plk... kuikuikui... and thanks to u ols sbb ada jgk spare time korang utk baca entry aku nie... daaa!!!

YANG MENGGILAKAN

waaa. udah lama gue nggak update blog... rinduuu... rindu sgt nk menulis secara informal tp cuti sek akhir tahun lps langsung x nmpk mcm cuti pn... sakitnya hati (by the way Malin, ko yg sengaja cari bala kn)
entry kali nie aku nk meluahkan perasaan mempunyai minat & perkara baru, wlupun for certain things, bukan baru sgt pn hokeh!

yang pertama, tadaaaa!

ini la kegilaan terkini yg pertama & semakin diberi keutamaan olehku... aku rasa sbnrnya berpunca drpd my ever hot case scenario hhhahahahhh, apa lg klu bukan Facebook. dh tetua pn nk gaduh dgn aku psl FB, x logik betul! so I really learnt a lot from that case, on how to improve my career. I do love my job (serious dow) & I need the drive to more love it. so aku mula membiasakan diri dgn bahan-bahan bacaan yg berkaitan dgn alam pekerjaan. buku ini- 101 Ways to love Your Job memang mesmerising gila. santai tp penuh input. aku maleh nk suggest2 promote2 kt org nie, tp klu korang rs korang hunger for career betterment, this book might help u ols a lot!

kegilaan kedua... taadaaaaa!!!!

sejak aku mula kerja (around 2008) x ada cap lain pilihan di hati untuk henpon henponku. ultimately, MESTI Samsung... these are only few from my Samsung models collection. banyakkk lagi tp ye la kn, since anak aku pn dh 2, berterbangan la semua model2 Samsung aku yg lama2 sebelum nie. mcm x ada nilai aje kn??? (anak2 aku nie x th dulu Ibu diaorg berhempas pulas membanting tulang ompek korek nk beli henpon tuuu)... pakai cap lain x ada feel leeee. sorry ye...

kegilaan ketiga... taaaadaaaa!!!!!

hhhihihihhh. SK-II tuuuuu woiiiii... ceh melobih-lobih plk den nie... tp inilah realitinya. selepas pencarian demi pencarian... this SK-II fits me perfectly. kena konsisten, flawless laaa jwbnya skin complexion I nyah... confirm! antara pelaburan aku yg sgt berbaloi (selain unit trust hhhahahahhh) sbb sekali membeli, standby aje la thousands in pocket, tp Miracle Water tu cthnya, kan botol tinggi kt blkng tu ha, dgn saiz mcm tu, pki ikut regime yg betul, the stock lasts for about 3 months. haaa skrng dh nmpk kn, klu mahal sekalipun tp berbaloi2, apa nk diberkirakan sgt der!!!

kegilaan keempat.... tadaaaaaa!!!

tak boleh yg lain...... haruslah Ariani.... :) material yg tiptop, lembut, syahdu, rs mcm Wardina plk bl pki tudung2 nie... hhhahahahhh. koleksi terbaru baru shj ditambah seminggu lps, sempat lg aku pau duit yg berkenaan, quite a cost jgk laaa... thanks huh...

mak & adik aku kata aku nie high maintenance, brand concious... eeerrrrkkkk??? ye kot mak.... hhhahahahhh... yes aku blh dikategorikan sebegitu. maaf bkn sbb nk berlagak but mainly for self-satisfaction. barang berjenama nie tahan lama, sesuai dgn nilai yg kita dh laburkan (walaupun ada sesetengah brands tu x jgk)... so now can see the point huh? jgn nk mengata den lobih-lobih plk yo. baco yo, toksah dok menilai... ha3. anyway thanks u ols!!! sbb ada jgk spare time korang utk membaca ye... kui3... daaa!!!